Everything is not what it seems

Everything happens for a reason, when life doesn't get what you want it to be, you can not blame on anything because there is no one fault, the only options are for you to face it or let it go. Life will be struggle sometimes, the smart one will be strong to face it and take the lesson from the pain, the lose one will escape as long as they can. Just get to decide what kind of person you will be as you facing the struggle moment in life.

I've learn heaps of lessons from those experience, the precious one would be someone told me life is not fair. Thank GOD for let me met this person who teach me lots of things that i can never ever learn enough knowlege from him. forgiveness is the most hardest thing for everyone to make it, but because of him i've lose my selfish-pride and forgive.

Thanks for let me know i am only 19 not 91. I will have loads of life lesson to take because everything is not what it seems.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Memories will never be forget

Every time I listen the music what I used to listen on the way home or Cali I remember those people I met, things I've done. Whether it was sad or happy, how lucky I was to let those things passed me by, but the memories always in my heart.



I feel so unsafe since I lost my cell phone few days ago, well I am sorry to tell, RIGHT I AM SO PISSED ATM, the model of the phone not a cause to make me get depressed, I could totally get a new one in a day, but I can't get the same phone list and text anymore, no one could understand how important these number and message to me, since I lost my cell phone at the same time I lost myself too.

活力はひどく傷つく - THANKS not BLAME

Forgetting Sarah Marshall still the best movie ever since I watched. Russell Brand is a great comedian, he has his own attitude which is not only joke he could make, just like his style all we can tell P.S He is NOT GAY! Through out the video from Late show people might think he is sensitive, well-dressed, that haircut is he or isn't he gay? cause of those questions people are confusing about, all women would come around to Russell... than BANG BANG BANG! the other generation start. Because He is NOT GAY.

Some quotes are quite meaningful to me

- When life gives you lemons, just say 'Fuck the lemons,' and bail.

- How you served five years under her, I don't know. You deserve a medal, or a holiday or at least a cuddle from somebody.

- Fuck you're cool! It's so hard to say, because, like, I hate you in so many ways.



This movie saving me lots every time I had a hard life to through out with, perhaps .. yea.. like most of the people say Hawaii is just the place for people escape and who can't living in the reality. However I learnt.. I tried.. NOW I just did what I am really talking about is I won't type the words with sad, I'd share all happiness, THANKS not BLAME. I really wish I could blame on somebody, But I know that it's no one's fault.

Full of Love Special Thanks

Thank GOD for giving me such a good chance! I am grateful for that gift no matter if the way will turn out what I want it to be or not. Every night I lay my head on the bed to think I could never thank GOD enough for how lucky I am to have known everyone who around me in my life, whether they pass me by or still living in my life, those experience no matter good or hard still I had lots of things to learn and get, I appreciate it.

Alcohol make everything easier

Nightlife is fantastic, especially the time between 2302, girls are like magical which suddenly became a hot and sexy woman without the usual glasses, tee, jeans .. fellows would wear perfume, tidy shirt .. a magical show started on every weekend.

3 shots of tequila(no doubt that's my favorite), can't stand it without those shots as having fun in party with friends, absolutely alcohols are the bestest friend in all the parties. I like alcohol but not too much, taste the bitter and strong liquir and let em running into your stomach til you feeling tipsy, as the same action which might make you braver to start the first word with the cutie who standing next to you.. "Alcohol make everything easier".



It will turn out to the other way if too much alcohol though, such as safe turn out to dangerous, laugh to cry, love to hate, magic to tragic... be a smart girl who won't let every harzard steps to take on you because of the Alcohol.