Living well is the best revenge!

Living well is the best revenge!

Before It's Too Late......

2 years ago, I thought I became wiser. Still.. I'm struggling by the same thing which annoying me for how much I put my heart in it and how much it got me fall into the pain! "Stop it" I kept telling myself, something is hard to control and something is out of control, we can't decide it. Just let it happen if it will be happen! Sigh... that's one of the rule I know about the world ever since someone stole my heart. Right the world is cruel!


As long as I'm thinking of myself.. Just myself! My mind start to getting clear and thinking wiser. Thus better do something for myself not anyone of the human in the world but ME, MYSELF and I, I can tell life will be getting easier and happier!
Right now, I just have no clue what to do?! I had my dream, passion with me since I bought the flight ticket, get back my passport. Now I don't wanna take this step, it's gonna be a hugs step for me to make it through, man... It ain't easy than people just say "C'mon just travel, NO BIG DEAL!".. "Take it easy" ..."Why so serious?"...... Do you really think If you left your heart in the other side of the world, and you think it is an easy thing for you to take it back from where you left?! "C'mon just travel, NO BIG DEAL?!" It's a really BIG DEAL when you know you gonna get back the broken heart! "Take is easy"?! That's what keep me struggling, nothing is harder than you think things could be really complicated, how can I be easy?! "Why so serious?" Nothing could be serious then "LOVE" in the world! Without "Love", world ain't exist!


so what to do? Walk away with losing and don't look back BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE? The final bet? Wish someone could give me a hint!

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

At the moment, there's only one song to cheer me up! Thank you Miley Cyrus!

I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust gotta keep goingAnd I, I got to be strongJust keep pushing on'Cause there's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!There's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSomebody's gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!Keep on moving, keep climbingKeep the faith, babyIt's all about, it's all about the climbKeep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Everything is not what it seems

Everything happens for a reason, when life doesn't get what you want it to be, you can not blame on anything because there is no one fault, the only options are for you to face it or let it go. Life will be struggle sometimes, the smart one will be strong to face it and take the lesson from the pain, the lose one will escape as long as they can. Just get to decide what kind of person you will be as you facing the struggle moment in life.

I've learn heaps of lessons from those experience, the precious one would be someone told me life is not fair. Thank GOD for let me met this person who teach me lots of things that i can never ever learn enough knowlege from him. forgiveness is the most hardest thing for everyone to make it, but because of him i've lose my selfish-pride and forgive.

Thanks for let me know i am only 19 not 91. I will have loads of life lesson to take because everything is not what it seems.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Memories will never be forget

Every time I listen the music what I used to listen on the way home or Cali I remember those people I met, things I've done. Whether it was sad or happy, how lucky I was to let those things passed me by, but the memories always in my heart.



I feel so unsafe since I lost my cell phone few days ago, well I am sorry to tell, RIGHT I AM SO PISSED ATM, the model of the phone not a cause to make me get depressed, I could totally get a new one in a day, but I can't get the same phone list and text anymore, no one could understand how important these number and message to me, since I lost my cell phone at the same time I lost myself too.

活力はひどく傷つく - THANKS not BLAME

Forgetting Sarah Marshall still the best movie ever since I watched. Russell Brand is a great comedian, he has his own attitude which is not only joke he could make, just like his style all we can tell P.S He is NOT GAY! Through out the video from Late show people might think he is sensitive, well-dressed, that haircut is he or isn't he gay? cause of those questions people are confusing about, all women would come around to Russell... than BANG BANG BANG! the other generation start. Because He is NOT GAY.

Some quotes are quite meaningful to me

- When life gives you lemons, just say 'Fuck the lemons,' and bail.

- How you served five years under her, I don't know. You deserve a medal, or a holiday or at least a cuddle from somebody.

- Fuck you're cool! It's so hard to say, because, like, I hate you in so many ways.



This movie saving me lots every time I had a hard life to through out with, perhaps .. yea.. like most of the people say Hawaii is just the place for people escape and who can't living in the reality. However I learnt.. I tried.. NOW I just did what I am really talking about is I won't type the words with sad, I'd share all happiness, THANKS not BLAME. I really wish I could blame on somebody, But I know that it's no one's fault.

Full of Love Special Thanks

Thank GOD for giving me such a good chance! I am grateful for that gift no matter if the way will turn out what I want it to be or not. Every night I lay my head on the bed to think I could never thank GOD enough for how lucky I am to have known everyone who around me in my life, whether they pass me by or still living in my life, those experience no matter good or hard still I had lots of things to learn and get, I appreciate it.